Woah There Buddy

The past week has been full of stuff, and the next one is just as full. In the past week I have done many things, included therein has been considering changing my religion (which I need to fix now), considering changing my life, trying new things, trying old things, going places, talking to people, trying to make sure my credits transfer for graduation, building, destroying, and of course, gaming.

I had spent much time in the past week trying to ship a package from Cali, as well as emailing a priest back and forth about the Catholic Church and our personal meetings. I also spent a decent amount of time trying to finalize the training for my replacements in the sound balcony, but due to the current circumstances, I'll have more time to train them.

So here is the short of the long of things, I decided that I had to do one of those "do or die" things to either move on with my life and get past an old relationship, or to learn to do what I must to try to rebuild it. Well, fortunately and unfortunately it did not work out. This is fortunate as it proves to me that there is nothing I can ever do as a person to get another chance, which helps me to move on rather than holding on to a hope of something that may never happen. It is unfortunate because I gave it a lot of thought, and discovered that I would do anything in my power to fix the problems to start again. Well, somehow a good deal of closure happens when you realize that instead of a sliver of hope, there is none. But also on the bright side, this sort of closure means that regrets mostly disappear as a blaze of glory often does for the soul, and that a subtle and healthy friendship may yet be capable of growing. I guess only time will tell, but I can say that I have not slept this well in a long time.

Also, myself and a good friend went to a local restaurant to see another friend. We met Jaimie (check the motherland blog) there as she has been a kind soul to us for a good long time. And as usual, just like in the movies, we got relationship advice from our old waitstaff girl connections. This trend, as funny as I find it, has happened before, and will continue as we enjoy and trust them, and they are girls who exist outside the realm of our social network and are thus unaffected by things the way we are. Good times.

Well, I have a meeting with my old boss tomorrow, so I need to get some sleep.

Later Dudes