Closure

Well, I finally did it, I closed my e-harmony account for good. I was surprised at how there were three conformation screens to do so, and how the pages kept saying things like "you are important to us" and "if this is not working click on help to fix your profile to properly find someone." Yeah right well. See, being an English major (with a big ego) I am fairly certain that I portrayed myself in writing just about as well as I chose to. If that means I chose failure because no one at all in the world was both interested in my personality test results, hobbies, and profile information than so be it. It makes me sad, but is liberating to know that now I'll only get rejected my normal amount in person on a roughly bimonthly basis (one month to get to know a girl and ask her out, and the next to stop sulking after she stops talking to me forever). But at least there too there is closure, for by never again talking to a person I can easily dismiss it as their loss due to stupidity or choice or both. Not that I am the best catch in the world (I'm broke, whiny, and a mentally self obsessed egoist with delusions of grandeur) but I am willing to try and to keep trying, which takes a lot of effort and seems to be a quality most people lack. I give forgiveness because I need forgiveness. Relationships are like war, no matter who is truly right, you are both guilty of bloodshed, violating the Geneva convention, and possibly using chemical weapons with the possibility of being in possession of WMD's. Oh well, its now done and it's up to my sorry ass to find myself a woman who will put up with me.

Jerks.