Let Down

let down (written two weeks ago and never published):

you know that feeling that something your doing is special, because it's a moment you share with another person, like a party or a date... and then you find out that it was not special, it was not a date... Yeah... Recently it seems that many of the "special" and "happy" time I have spent with people recently really didn't mean anything to the other person. That hurts. It's like that story of the kid who spends a day fishing with his father, being one of the best days of his childhood. And then in the future reading what his father had written about that day, being "a day wasted." Or when you feel happy because someone takes time out of their day to recognize you, just to know they do it to everyone. Or when you think that an experience you shared with another person meant something, to find out it didn't. That sucks.

...I don't have to be drunk to want you....

Been doing some reading, here an there, and came across this. I wonder if it would really work to apply to real life and how I deal with people, or better yet, relationships. I guess I can try it and see, but it's fascinating either way.

PLAY TO WIN